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i remember my jr year is what you call a "grand concoction"
i remember going to the graduation of the class above me and seeing all my friends graduate and thinking that i was being left behind.
i remember starting this year out happy. but really it was just a mask to make those i love feel happy.
 i remember have many plans for this school year but falling short due to being lazy.
i remember listening to clocks by cold play and porcelain
by moby and pretty lights and having this sudden rush of a feel that i was free. and being happy.
i remember this class and how i felt like how i was going to be such a great student.
 i renumber sucking so hard at this class and just being to lazy to be creative
i remember writing to Matt and there latter never getting there and just not writing him at all
i remember lots of great 80's movies and thinking high school was going to be like them
i remember graduating from special ed conquering my ADD and feeling like the greatest victor
i remember my deep talks with Spencer
i remember why i hate school so much and what its like to be so excited for summer
i remember lots of things but that will do for now.