I am far to small.

There is so much of it.

Space.

There is so much space i am terrified but so taken in by it because with that much space there is so much room for flaw. in fact there is and endless amount. you can mess up as much as you want. and there is no way that the rest of the space will notice.

Space is good. But ive been pretty scared of graduating high school and how much space im going to get.
im going to get to choose my life and there is a lot to choose from. the space is an endless voyage with no map. all you have is you sights of where you want to be. And as for everything in between that's spaces decision. a lot of people get to cought up in where they are going and if they are moving forward back wards or just standing still. well it all comes down to "where do you want to see yourself in the future".

ive read quite a few other blog posts on this subject and i feel like a lot of people are just scared. And feel like they can mess up and if they do there is no hope for them. Which is sad, life is filled with so much opretunity and chance. which "yes" can be good or bad. but if you have good friends and family to support you or for you to fall back on. Or if you have a firm belief in what you want to do and you are sturdy and confident in it you really can fail.

confidence is key. have you stepped outside recently? there is a world out there. and it is the big bad wolf ready to tear your dreams from your heart and tear you apart along with it. It is vast and scary and beautiful.
and overwhelming.
I am far to small.
But my heart, dreams and confidence are big. bigger than any bad wolf.
and when i dream i dont dream about those bad wolfs and the chaotic world.
in my dreams i am going places. and it is so hard but im going places, im going forward. and im living in my own space where im the ruler. and if the totally space wants to move around me so be it. but im not letting it scare me and decide any of my future.
because that is mine. my future is for me to decide and i think with what i have and where i want to be ill do just fine in any amount of space.

-Moby