Intro- the XX

well hey there. i guess im supposed to write an intro about my pen name and a little bit about myself so that you, the viewer can better know me and better understand me? But what if i don't want you to better know me or understand me. i would just like you to listen.  maybe leave a comet from time to time just to let me know that people haven't forgotten about me and read this blog. but i really don't want you to waist your time trying to understand me because its really just all too jumbled up and its a waist of time. (that is not a challenge by the way, if you want to figure me out go for it. succeed even. all im saying is you'll probably just be disappointed by the end of it because i really not that obscure. im just effed in the head)  i like to play through a scenario in my head where i ask my counselor "what is wrong with me?" (as if he is supposed to diagnose me with something)
and then he just very calmly looks at me and says. " what you've been diagnosed with hasn't been invented yet. there is no name for your problems. your just different." i love that thought of that . i really do.

Now before this blog goes on any further. i want you to know that this blog is not meant to be the place where i cry out to you and speak of how hard my life is. nor is it how i am such an obscure thinker that will marvel you. im just going to say things how i think them. sorry if it gets weird
-Moby

PS  why i chose my pen name? i don't know. it seemed like a good adventurers name. and i like to see myself as one.